An Introduction

So I created this thing in a moment of inspiration when I thought I had intelligent and pertinent information to send out into the world ... but now that it is actually time for me to say something ... I'm at a loss.

I guess I could start by talking about what's going on in my life.

I'm 19 and I go to college up in Vermont. I'm having a pretty good time, but I often get really stressed out about everything from school work to my parents to money to love to ... well everything. So I'm basically an average college girl, haha.

I'm currently in a relationship with a wonderful guy who lives 2000 miles away from me in a different country. We met last summer and attempted to have a long distance relationship, but I was a freshman in college and broke up with him by Decemeber in persuit of something ... well I thought I wanted something better, but I think I just wanted something that was just geographically closer. I ended up seeing him again this summer and realized I was still head-over-heels for the guy and tried my hardest to get him back. Now we're "unoffically engaged" and I really have no idea how it happened. But I'm happy. Part of me still feels like I'm entirely insane for doing this, but another part of me is just enjoying how happy he makes me. That was a big decision that I came to this summer ... Last year I worried a lot about what was practical and what I should be doing at this point in my life -- that was one big reason why I broke up with him -- but once I saw him again I just said, "Fuck it." You only live once and running away from love is just dumb. He's an amazing guy and he'll be here with me next week to visit. I'm very excited.

Otherwise, I'm just trying to figure out what the hell I want to do with my life. Not that it's imperitive that I figure this out now, but I would like to have SOME idea of what I want to do. Cause, as of right now, I have no idea!

I'm kind of hoping with this blog to have some kind of a journal type thing. I don't know anyone on this network, but it's somehow kind of a nice feeling that someone might read something I say and understand. Hopefully that'll keep up.